Not Funny!

OK, yesterday was a really challenging day. To keep it short, I had three appointmernts. One took 11/2 hours, one took three hours and the last one was with a psychiatrist....how fitting.(only 1/2 hour, which was all we could afford considering the rest of the day.) The worst news of the day is that I am not going to be able to take hormones regardless of if I have a complete mastectomy or not. That one really sent me realing. I have struggled as many of you know when I cannot take the hormones. Hence the trip to the psychiastrist. Paul went with to the last one. After hearing about the ticket a got between the first one and the second and the fender bender after the second I think he felt it was in all of our best interest to have him drive.. She allowed him to come in with me so he got a better understanding of why she may be able to help. We both liked her a lot and felt a little reassured.

So today starts out good, the cleaning lady came and that is always a good day, well usually. I have a lunch date with Krista (who is at Nothwestern College this year) where I get to go to college vicariously each week at Wed. lunch and I thoroughly enjoy it. My only appointment for the day was to get new glasses. How hard can that be? Well as it turns out I have a freckle on my eye that may be nothing or it maybe a melanoma which than could be cancer. I really wasn't ready for this one so I'm meeting with an eye speciailist tomorrow morning at 8:45 and feel really lucky to get in that soon also a bit concerned at what they said in that little back room to get me in so quick. Hopefully the results will be good like the repeat ultra sound I had
 yesterday. It didn't show anything so no second biopsy. YEH! Praise God and thank you for your prayers.

Please pray specifically for courage in the face of the strorm, Faith and trust in God's will for my life and for God's love and support for all those whol love and support me

To top that off, our baby, Paula, turns 40 on the 29th, which makes us really old as one of my little friends

said. She is no longer my friend!!!